Went stepping with my young buck tonight. It was fun, but I cannot dance! I need to hang with my white friends so I can seem like I can dance.
He is so smooth on the floor that it has me thinking of other things that he is smooth with Yummm!
My friend Melanie came too. She had a good time without the kids and the husband. We are planning to go again next week. I can't wait!!!!
So the song for this week is....
R. Kelly's Happy People
Sassy
Friday, August 13, 2010
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Living My Life Like It's Golden
I have had a great 2 weeks. I finished all of my summer school classes: A, B and B, respectively. have signed up for two dating sites, met a new guy (complicated ain't even the word) and have been singing with the best band around. We's gone be HOT!! I cannot wait!!!
In other words, I have been living my life for me, letting go of all of my childish thoughts and obsessions. Reading my older posts have been enlightening. I remember some of the frustration and emotion behind the posts, but I was whining too. I HATE whiners... I know that I will probably whine some more---it's MY blog ya know. But I will try to make more of an effort to have my big girl panties on.
I was also obsessed with a man that is weird. He is my friend and someone that I can talk to for hours but I don't think that we will ever have a romantic relationship. Matter of fact, we talked last Wednesday for 3 hours about sex, church, friends, family. I found out some more things about the Professor that confirm that he is not the man for me. ***Let me tell you a secret*** The deal breaker is that he thinks that oral sex is nasty!!! Getting and giving!!! When he couldn't even say "oral sex" I was like "Unt Uh. I could not do this." I told him too and he said that he knew that I was a freak! So is oral sex freaky? I thought it was normal. So that is closed. We are still friends, I still find him extremely attractive, but I think that I can just have him as a friend. Now the girl keeps cutting her eye at me like she wants to get knocked out!!!
Anyway, the new guy plays in our band. He is 10 years younger, but he thought that I was his age too!!! The complications come in with his off and on marriage...yes marriage... he is younger, he has been friends with my nephew for a minute and we are doing business together. I cannot Ish where I eat! We have a flirtatious understanding that makes me feel really good. The attention is wonderful. There is no touching-- just smiles, looks and comments. We have not exchanged numbers nor have we added each other on Facebook. I want to keep that stuff to a minimum. I know how it feels to be cheated on and I don't really want to have that over my head. So, Tre is a confidence booster. A fine, dreaded one at that.
I am also just so excited about this band. My nephew is lead singer. He is awesome. I sing back up with his sister Ash, a great singer in her own right and another vocal beast, Nicole. The band is hot too. Bev plays bass. He can stroke that thang, just riiight. Martez plays drums like Animal on The Muppet Show. He is really good. Tre' plays keys and he can write a song like no other.
Now, some might say, Y'all probably ain't all that! You just think that you are 'cause you the one singing. NOT!!!! I am my toughest critic. We all are perfectionists that rag on ourselves about getting it right. I saw the DVD of our practice last night and I was blown away. The blend, the music , the harmonies--the whole thing was magic. Can't wait to have the single recorded.
So life is good with me right now! I have been having a great time ,singing great music, with great people. This weeks theme song is....
You guessed it: Jill Scott's Golden
In other words, I have been living my life for me, letting go of all of my childish thoughts and obsessions. Reading my older posts have been enlightening. I remember some of the frustration and emotion behind the posts, but I was whining too. I HATE whiners... I know that I will probably whine some more---it's MY blog ya know. But I will try to make more of an effort to have my big girl panties on.
I was also obsessed with a man that is weird. He is my friend and someone that I can talk to for hours but I don't think that we will ever have a romantic relationship. Matter of fact, we talked last Wednesday for 3 hours about sex, church, friends, family. I found out some more things about the Professor that confirm that he is not the man for me. ***Let me tell you a secret*** The deal breaker is that he thinks that oral sex is nasty!!! Getting and giving!!! When he couldn't even say "oral sex" I was like "Unt Uh. I could not do this." I told him too and he said that he knew that I was a freak! So is oral sex freaky? I thought it was normal. So that is closed. We are still friends, I still find him extremely attractive, but I think that I can just have him as a friend. Now the girl keeps cutting her eye at me like she wants to get knocked out!!!
Anyway, the new guy plays in our band. He is 10 years younger, but he thought that I was his age too!!! The complications come in with his off and on marriage...yes marriage... he is younger, he has been friends with my nephew for a minute and we are doing business together. I cannot Ish where I eat! We have a flirtatious understanding that makes me feel really good. The attention is wonderful. There is no touching-- just smiles, looks and comments. We have not exchanged numbers nor have we added each other on Facebook. I want to keep that stuff to a minimum. I know how it feels to be cheated on and I don't really want to have that over my head. So, Tre is a confidence booster. A fine, dreaded one at that.
I am also just so excited about this band. My nephew is lead singer. He is awesome. I sing back up with his sister Ash, a great singer in her own right and another vocal beast, Nicole. The band is hot too. Bev plays bass. He can stroke that thang, just riiight. Martez plays drums like Animal on The Muppet Show. He is really good. Tre' plays keys and he can write a song like no other.
Now, some might say, Y'all probably ain't all that! You just think that you are 'cause you the one singing. NOT!!!! I am my toughest critic. We all are perfectionists that rag on ourselves about getting it right. I saw the DVD of our practice last night and I was blown away. The blend, the music , the harmonies--the whole thing was magic. Can't wait to have the single recorded.
So life is good with me right now! I have been having a great time ,singing great music, with great people. This weeks theme song is....
You guessed it: Jill Scott's Golden
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Checking In...
I am still here and still standing. On to the next one. Having fun. Sorta like a Cougar!!! I'll check in l8ter!
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