Me and Mr.

I have been missin' for more than a minute, but I am back, for now. The past 2 months have been whirlwind. So "Let's Start at the Beginning - A Very Good Place to Start."

I met the cutest guy! He is cute, a teacher, a musician, a song writer, has sexxy dreds and is into me. SO what's the problem? I'll get to that later.

I met him through my nephew D. He came to our church one Sunday. I thought that he was young like D, and I was going to hook him up with one of the other young girls. I noticed him watching me all during service and I couldn't help but watch him too. I did not get to speak to him much that day, but he turned up again the next Sunday. I noticed him looking again, so I decided to speak to him. We talked for a few minutes after church and I found out that he was 27. Hmmm. He looked 18 or 20, so I was like yum! We Facebooked and got to know each other a little better. Had fun at IHOP at 3 am. Danced and talked at the club. Then I got the shock of all shocks... this nigga be married! WTF?! and he used to date Little Miss Crazy. Double WTF!??! If you don't know who she is read THIS and THIS.

Oh, BTW, he is in the band that I sing in. I see him every Tuesday and Sunday for hours on end. All of the music concerts that I have been to or places I've gone to hear some music T has shown up. Almost like he is following me. He invites me to go dancing. He has written songs for me. He loves my voice he says. I make his heart smile he says. GAG! To be completely honest, he and his wife are separated and have been for over a year. I know what you are saying, "he will say anything to hit!" I thought so too, but this situation has been confirmed by several people, including one of S's (his wife)friends. I even met her. I really like her. She doesn't seem threatened by me or anyone else. Weird!

Needless to say, I have not been alone with T too much, but the heat is there. (smile) I know that I should not get into anything with him, but it is hard not to. Slap me please!!!! He makes me feel so young. When we first met he thought that I was younger than him! I will be 37 in November. If I had not just been mistaken for a High School Senior a few weeks ago, I would have thought that he was lying, but my new hair cut really makes me look young. It doesn't hurt that all of these young girls look broke and busted nowadays either.

Other than carrying on this elicit affair.... wait, we have not slept together, so I'll say elicit friendship, I have been studying, working and reading. Our band has had setbacks. Out drummer and bass player left the group at the beginning of September.... 2 weeks before our first show. We still killt it with tracks though!

My kids are still alive and are doing well in school. J is playing lacrosse and trying out for wrestling. DS is eating everything and making music all hours of the night.

This thing with T has taken a lot of my mental energy, so I have not had much time for my other friends. But I do realize that I was not completely wrong about P. He is jealous of all the time that I have been spending with T. T has noticed how P acts when he is around. It has been very interesting to say the least. Even my ex-husband is jealous. He was leaving my house with the kids one day when T pulled up. My youngest texted me and said "Daddy wants to know who the F was that?" I texted the ex back and said, "Good Dick!" LOL!!! That was actually the best part of the whole summer!

I will admit that I have become a little fixated on T. He makes me feel good. He thinks that I am funny, smart, sexy. He is always full of compliments, jokes and hugs. I haven't felt that way in a loooong time. Maybe that is why he is in my life right now, just to boost my self esteem. God knows that it took a hit with that Lil Miss Crazy and P incident. (shudder) As long as I keep my panties on and my money in my pocket I'll be okay.

So what do you think?