I am not ready to play with the big boys! T is really coming on strong and I am fading fast. I was with him the other night and he was all over me. At first he was flirtatious and then he became touchy. Our group was finalizing the set for our next gig , so it was a long, intense rehearsal. I was trying to get some studying in while the musicians were getting a part right, when he came over to where I was and began to massage my neck. FLOOD! (I know, I know-- but you have to remember that I am NOT having sex and I won't until I get married.)
Anyway, I maneuver away from him and we sit and talk. I had been planning for all of us to take a trip out of town and stay in a really posh hotel for the weekend after Thanksgiving. Since that Thursday is my Birfday (YAY!!) I thought that it would be a great treat for me too. He thought that it was a great idea and the rest of the band got in on our conversation and agreed. But we are not going since Nic's baby has a birthday himself that weekend. But mah boo is insisting that the two of us go! NOOOOOO!!! I will not be able to resist him at all if we are alone for two days in a hotel room. I can just see him dragging his dreds over my naked body.............. smh
Oh and he smelled sooooo good. He had just got his hair done and that Kente oil was killin me! lol He smelled like mmmm. Okay, let me stop. I have to stay holy. I am also trying to keep real feelings out of it.
BTW, I had dinner last night with P and his sister, after church. He is still fine. Grown man fine. And that is all I have to say about that (Forrest Gump voice)
So chirren, be prayin' for me as I try to keep my panties on in this time of temptation with this fiooone, dred-locked 28 year old. AMEN
I almost forgot my song for this post..... A little old school by my girls Salt and Peppa SHOOP!
Girl just do it and quit agonizing over it. I know you are doing it for religious reasons but wow...
ReplyDeleteOr tell him that you ain't doing it unless he's putting a ring on it. Just say it and see what his response is. Y'all need to have that convo if things are getting physical and you are getting that urge. Why fight a feeling? If he knows your position then there won't be any feelings to fight (at least not because of him coming onto you.
Or think of something when you get that feeling...like the classroom, fixing dinner, washing clothes, etc. That works very well!
Eyes, I have decided to tell him that we have to be in a relationship before there will be anything going on. I have not talked to him since last week so I am thinking that he may have another chick on the side... HMMMMMM. That is okay, because I don't need to be wide open about this guy anyway.
ReplyDeleteI did find this blog post by NC17. I think I will set up a contract with T...http://blackgirlsareeasy.blogspot.com/2010/10/pussy-contract.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=feed&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+BlackGirlsAreEasy+%28Black+Girls+Are+Easy%29
I would change the name though! LOL