Here We Go Again...

I thought that this crap was over!!! How desperate can you be? How stupid can you be? I have to let this go, but I need to get some things off of my chest first.

I just got a phone call from one of my best friends. She told me to go to Facebookand look at my nephew's page. And there it was, he is in a relationship with that old woman, again!!! Unbelievable. If you have no idea what I am talking about, check out this post .
Anyway, I knew that something was going on with them because D's sister told me that she thought that they were together. She also came to one of our performances this past weekend. No big deal. He is going to be 21 in June and she will turn 28 before that. I still think that they are stupid, but I was not going to make waves over this until I saw the Facebook post. They have been together for many weeks now, but did not tell anyone or post to Facebook until it was official. Official!!????!?!?! This is not the 10th grade! You should not think that a Facebook post as a way of validating your relationship. So that's the problem for me. His head should kinda still be in that kid mentality, but her head should not. She is knocking on 30! I know that I sound like a fool, but I don't want him to throw his life or these good years away on this hussy!

I have have talked to one of my best friends about this, so I will have to out this out of my mind. I can't let it consume me like it did last April. Anyway people will just accuse me of being jealous because I don't have a man. That is not my reason for my feelings and they don't know what I have going on either!

Thanks for listening. I have a long day tomorrow and I need to pray and get this off of my heart.

SassyMe

A Surprise Today

I was on my way to work, a few minutes late because I had stopped at McDonald's for some oatmeal-- which I LOVE by the way--and who pulled up beside me at the light? Sighhhh! yes, it was him, my Young Buck. I had noticed a SUV that looked like his following me for about a mile, but I had no idea it was him. But I am so glad. It was good to see him.

He is a teacher too and his school is about 7 miles from mine. I guess that he was late and didn't care. He teaches high school English and Civics and they start way earlier than elementary schools. Anyway he was looking most delectable as he waved. The light turned green and I made the left, he kept straight. Oh what I would have given for a few minutes alone with him this morning!

The embarrassing thing is that he saw me doing the sing in the rear view mirror to the top of my lungs thing that I do in the car!!! I don't care who else sees me, but Young Buck... different story. lol

I won't see him this weekend because he is going to a Chicago Steppers thing in ATL. I'm gonna miss him. We have spent the last 3 Sunday afternoons together at rehearsal and dinner. *pout* I will be in full on withdrawal by next Sunday. I may take to my bed!!!

I finally got my kiss and it was okay, kinda rushed, but okay. (smile) We'll see what happens next time.


Have a great week y'all.... I have more to say but it is time for bed, so stay tuned for the recap of my kid's birthdays and how I ended up spending it with my ex!!